{"id":314,"date":"2012-01-26T22:45:16","date_gmt":"2012-01-26T22:45:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/?p=314"},"modified":"2012-01-26T22:48:53","modified_gmt":"2012-01-26T22:48:53","slug":"for-elaine-who-once-crocheted-a-bookmark-for-me-that-just-said-fk-by-sarah-reddick","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/for-elaine-who-once-crocheted-a-bookmark-for-me-that-just-said-fk-by-sarah-reddick\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;For Elaine, Who Once Crocheted A Bookmark For Me That Just Said &#8216;F**K'&#8221; by Sarah Reddick"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\">For Elaine,<\/h1>\n<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">Who Once Crocheted A Bookmark For Me That Just Said \u201cF**K\u201d<\/h3>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">by Sarah Reddick &#8211; from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/LocalVoice-PDFs\/TLV-148-web.pdf\">The Local Voice #148<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/ColumnHeaderSarahReddick.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-315\" title=\"ColumnHeaderSarahReddick\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/ColumnHeaderSarahReddick.jpg?resize=300%2C87\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"87\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/ColumnHeaderSarahReddick.jpg?resize=300%2C87&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/ColumnHeaderSarahReddick.jpg?w=994&amp;ssl=1 994w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Clink of ice cubes colliding<br \/>\nwith frosted glasses.<br \/>\nNotes of some old song I knew intimately<br \/>\nbut couldn\u2019t place.<br \/>\nGrass, mid-summer green, bent<br \/>\nover with the weight of droplets<br \/>\nspraying from a hidden sprinkler.<br \/>\nShe splashed me when she hit the cool<br \/>\naqua of the pool, her bulky body<br \/>\ngraceful somehow.<br \/>\nShe could float on her back for hours,<br \/>\nshe could even sleep that way,<br \/>\narms and legs spread,<br \/>\na starfish in a black tank suit.<br \/>\nHer phone rang, vibrating<br \/>\nthe glass topped table.<br \/>\nShe answered it dripping wet,<br \/>\nin the middle<br \/>\nof a story she was telling me.<br \/>\nShe spoke briefly before hanging up.<br \/>\nShe said, <em>I haven\u2019t talked to<\/em><br \/>\n<em> her in twenty years,<\/em><br \/>\n<em> but I have company. I\u2019ll call her back.<\/em><br \/>\nShe winked at me and laughed,<br \/>\na deep laugh,<br \/>\na smoker\u2019s laugh.<br \/>\nShe died suddenly a few months later.<br \/>\nI smashed things while sobbing, an act<br \/>\nof grieving that she would<br \/>\nhave scoffed at.<br \/>\nShe hated dramatics.<br \/>\nBut I have this day frozen, crystalline,<br \/>\nand I still wonder if she ever called<br \/>\nher long lost friend.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For Elaine, Who Once Crocheted A Bookmark For Me That Just Said \u201cF**K\u201d by Sarah Reddick &#8211; from<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[96],"tags":[7079,3],"class_list":["post-314","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-creative-writing","tag-sarah-reddick","tag-the-local-voice"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=314"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=314"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=314"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.thelocalvoice.net\/oxford\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}